Sunday, December 21, 2008
Aureo 加油~你可以的
See my title~~ hehe~~ yea... this few days i've been telling myself alot of time this word~ When im sad, when i feel like its end of the world, when i feel so lost, when i feel so lonely, when i feel that i'm gonna lose everthing~ Thats the only word i can tell myself~! I also realized that i dun really cry much like last time.. Cos last time whenever i feel the sad feeling, i sure cry le.. But now, i would hold on till the tears roll down by itself... Ya~! today chest pain again =.= sien dao~~ Really dunnoe wad's wrong.... Have been telling myself that i need to go check up liao.. but always no chance to go.. Well, jz forget abt it lor.... Fan zhen, also like that... And also, i realised that this few days, really alot of things happened.. Not only my own prob but also fren's prob~ when i helped them out, i feel happy for them.. But does that reflect myself?? Im really afraid~ But maybe, I already have the heart to face the coming things if they really do happened... I'm really trying myself to prepare now~ Studies, family, Friends, carrier and future! All this come one go~~ 5 in 1~ nescafe mer?? =.= even nescafe also 3 in 1 only~~ T.T y aureo but not aurelia?? aiyo~ use to it dy.. cos when sad, i always on meetoto.. hehe~~ so use to put aureo instead of my own name~~ Jz now called ervina when i was in the party.. Told her abt wad happened that day.. she's back from SG! hehe... She also felt that its really shiate for that person to do so... But i also dunnoe lar.. I'm really not into the mood of thinking all this rite now~ this few days, when i sad, i really dunnoe who to go to... Cos i dunnoe who will understand me.. My dear?? She busy lar~~ and i think that she's stress and tired too... So, nvm lar~ Another fren of mine, she has the same situation lor.. so i got share abit wit her lar.. but i knw that she also sad.. so i try to keep myself happy when she tell me her prob so that i wont turn things out to be worst XD ~~ hiak hiak~ And mou la la i duo le yi ge jie jie~~ haha.. she very caring also.. thank god ^^v but, seriously say.... The care that i wanted the most is from my dear... Hmm~ maybe is becos the person that i trust now is getting less so i really want some care from the person that i love and trust the most~ hehe~ very tired lar today... i jz wanna blog out smth~~ getting really tired... This few days dint get much rest cos keep worry this and that~ Zadao~ kk lar~~ this blog is really a messy one~~ I knw.. Cos feeling very luan now~~ Jz dunnoe wad to do and wad decision to make... really tired~ Sometimes, jz feel like not waking up the next day.. Jz sleep there forever and then dunnit to care abt anything liao.... If only i dun have to care abt how others feel, if only i can be a little selfish, then i might not be so down rite now~~ Haha~~ gonna post up caroling pictures when i'm free~~ nightz!
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Actually, its time for you to learn to face your problem yourself, you can never depends on others to help in comforting you.. You'll see more you grow up my dear =) Even though we dont talk much nowadays, and I also seldom on meetoto or so, but that doesnt mean our relationship will be lose or worsen.. =) Love ya much, take care my dear one ^^
and yah.. do you know that worrying is a sin? Hahahaha, trust in the Lord and lean not on your own understanding, in all your ways, acknowledge Him, He'll make your path straight! Instead of leaning against ourselves and friends, why you never thought of God? He's always the greater and firmer person that we can turn to! Atleast I found mine, what do you want actually? Ask yourself bah =) YOu're now a grown up ^^
thanks ya 33 jie ^^ Asking myself and trying to figure out very hard liao wad i want.. haha.. Maybe i wad also dun wan neh? lolz~! JK lar~! really thank you ^^ Muacks muacks~!!
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